So many thoughts were going through this bald head of mine…
So many thoughts have gone through this bald head of mine that I haven’t been able to write. I was visiting with the nurse to my Idaho Doctor that found the cancer in my body. She told me that when they saw the CAT scan they thought I only had a week left to live. I remember all the doctors I went to the first week, gave me the feeling that I was going to die. But I truly felt that it was my choice to live or die and because I made that choice to live, it would all work out. One close friend asked if I yelled at the Doctor when he recommended me to go to a radiation oncologist and that I was not done with this process. Actually I kinda did, he said.” We talked about that you may need to have radiation,” I said,” No you didn’t! ” In my mind I was done and was cancer free. But that may not be so. There is a spot in my stomach that lit up with the PET scan. It may be a spot of lymphoma and it may be scare tissue. It took me a while