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Give it to Christ

March 31, 2024

I am facing hidden pains that have been buried many years. Your lessons, your experiences, and your support and love strengthens me through Christ. This morning I sent off my fiery lanter. On it was the pain that I have carried way too long. I hand it over to Jesus Christ and will give of myself every time I remember the pain. I know that through the Atonement of Jesus Christ I can be healed.Thank you for giving me your strength, and love to carry on. Your are wonderful daughters of Christ. There is a hole in my heart that festersThe way my son died was wretchedMy motherhood was challenged. Betrayal came from all cornersDevistation of my sons life was not enough for the darknessThe parade of betrayalDeath for myself was knocking at my doorI was ill. I wanted to be with my son.And my momBut I was hereOn earth expected to adult. Today I opened that woundI faced itNow I give it go JesusI will be his hands. Every time that wound festersI will serveI will stand tallI will stand for Christ. The darkness cannot winIt will not winMy trust is in ChristHis pain was for me. His suffering was for youYou can give it to HimYou can change

Bald Girls

September 8, 2015

My life has been centered around my hair. My mom was a beautician and she was doing my hair from the moment I was born. My aunts were getting their hair done for dances as I watched rows of ratted curls grow high upon their heads, with ringlets in the back. That was my favorite transformation. Also my aunts would use soup cans to get big straight curls. It was alway the center of conversation around my house. When I realized that I would be bald because of the chemo treatments I was receiving, it was a big shock. Then when it happened it was devastating, but change is good and I was a somewhat up to the challenge. Looking at myself is still a shock. I have heard some eye opening comments. One little girl said,”It is ok, when I look at you I will imagine that you have hair” I adore her and understand that she doesn’t want to face the fact that I look very different without hair. I want that little girl to know as well as everyone else out there that it is ok to be bald. It is what it is. It is ok

Limitations

August 26, 2015

Limitations: Limiting rule or circumstance; a restriction. These are big hard words for a girl like myself. I do what I can, push myself before passing out & learn something new. Then I know I did fun stuff that day.

Off to Utah, Huntsmans Cancer Institute

July 21, 2015

Yep, that is my tummy

July 20, 2015

Yep that is my tummy. I couldn’t figure out why my stomach was getting bigger and I was losing weight. We are now waiting to hear back from Huntsmans cancer hospital to see what the next step is. I feel like I’m pregnant, my back hurts, big ole football in my stomach, I’m really tired, and uncomfortable. Then I have bursts of energy. Thank you for loving, supporting, praying for us! We feel your love.

Cookie Night at Hope Lodge

It is such a different situation for me to be just in charge of me! I am having a good time. It was so scary

Get Back Up!

Someone asked me if my divorce was the saddest thing that ever happened to me. My answer was, “I’ve known sad” But my biggest accomplishment

Do you measure your worth with money?

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day and I wanted to make sugar cookies. I needed flour. I went to the store and bought some. I picked up

Surprises are the best! At work, at play, it’s all good.

I can do it! Louise Hay

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I have a Passion for Real

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You may not need the hive, but the hive needs YOU

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Pacmans Are Eating the Cancer

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All Natural, and It Works!

I have been asking for this for years! I have always hated smelling like mosquito replant that WORKS! I have tried mixing natural stuff, from

Feed Your Faith

Feeding your faith is a constant battle. It is worth it! Put good things into that pretty little head of yours!

They grow up so fast!

They grow up so fast! When you are feeling smothered remember this!

I. F. I was a duck

As everyone can tell, I love Idaho Falls. I know the “downtown” like the back of my hand. I have been on every trail around

Better Quality?

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Lucky # 21

Today is RCHOP treatment #5. I have 21 days until #6 and I will be done. I may not feel well after that but I

Voices, Ideas

I have learned to hurry and write down these great ideas, because they are like the wind and go away if I don’t!

Happiness is a choice!