October 2015 – Page 4 – I Am a Happy Girl

Sleepy

October 8, 2015

35 more days until the last chemo treatment and it is one of those days that I can only do what matters most. My to 10 things to do today are: Keep all food down. When I throw up I pee my pants and this is not good. Take one or two naps, I slept about 4 hours today, this is a lot, and not like the usual me, but I have a big fight in my body and when I sleep, I get more good guys. The good guys are fighting cancer. I took my vitamins down with breakfast. This was a really good accomplishment, eating breakfast and taking vitamins. Making more good guys on my side. Take omega 3’s and vitamin B energy shot, yey for good guys! Love my husband lots of times a day, with kisses, and hugs, etc… He is my biggest warrior and I need to make sure he knows he is appreciated. Have a Jamba juice, with protein and antioxidant boost, this brings in more good guys in my body. I love on Kakoa, she is a healing, loving dog, and her snuggles soothe my soul. Ponder our scripture, John 14:15- “If you

I can do hard things, 36 days

October 7, 2015

Thirty-six days until my last treatment! When I think of 36 days, just a little over a month, it sure sounds better than two thirds of the way done with treatments, or even two more treatments. I am going to focus on the 36 days. Yesterday was one of those days I wondered if I was really going to live through any another chemo treatment. My breath was shallow and my heart felt like it is working extra hard, much of the day I felt lifeless. When I walked up the stairs my legs burned like they just climbed a mountain. So I slept a lot, and ate cheese, like a crazy mouse. I have been taking amazing Oligo multi-vitamins and also omega 3’s, in a yummy creme peach mango form, yey! yumminess!! Today I woke up with a lot more energy, and a much more hope for the future. The rest and the nutrition did well for this girl. I have been using Frankincense oil with coconut oil on my arms and body and the picks and prods are healing up quite nicely. The Doctor said I am testing slightly anemic so I upped the vitamins to prenatal and b-shot supplements and

Cute and Chubby

October 2, 2015

I have always worried about my weight. It was something I was aware of because I was raised by a lot of women who worried about their weight. I can remember thinking after having 5 children and my weight was more then I wanted it to be, “I may be chubby but I am still cute” I mentioned this to my 16 year old son. He just couldn’t stop laughing. So it was valentines day and I decided to give him a chocolate rose at school. Well, I did along with 15 other girls but mine got the most attention. I signed it “Love ya, from Cute and Chubby” He wouldn’t tell his friends who it was. But they all wondered.

Blood Moon Dream

October 2, 2015

I watched the blood moon and took some pictures. I couldn’t just stand there and watch it for an hour or so. I needed a rocking chair, blanket and some snacks to keep me there all night. But my husband loved it and got his nice camera and took lots of pictures. I took some pictures of the moon with my phone and instantly put them on instagram. My phone does good enough for me. That evening, as my head hit my pillow, I had a dream that has had a special impact on me. I believe this dream was something special… My husband and I were just doing what we do and I discovered that our home was much bigger than we thought. I went down the stairs and I opened a door that I hadn’t noticed before. Behind the door was a really big apartment or add on to our house. In the apartment there were several bathrooms and I was opening doors and going into rooms like crazy. The most amazing thing was that it didn’t need very much work. Just some cleaning and it was ready to go. I stood back in awe and I thought, “This has been here all

I love to see others succeed!

October 1, 2015

I have to admit I wondered if my life would stop when I was diagnosed with cancer. At times life continues for the rest of the world and mine seems to just stop. I need to rest and heal and that is my job. But I have learned to adapt. We have had 2 weddings and our business has continued to grow since I was diagnosed. We have been honored for advancing in our business just recently. We watch others on our team succeed and we get to love on them. I am so blessed that I can continue to work and celebrate, and heal. Breathing belief into others is a honor and one of my favorite part of my -so -called work. Success starts in the mind.

Happiness is a choice!

Sleepy

I can do hard things, 36 days

Cute and Chubby

Blood Moon Dream

I love to see others succeed!

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