I haven’t felt well enough to write. I told Jim I felt like a,”sick puppy” The first recollection of getting a shot was when my dad had hepatitis and I had to get a hepatitis shot. I was quiet and still and then I was in convulsions. Passing out was a common occurrence when it came to needles. When I first started this process I was in a room with others getting their blood work done. My face went white and I told the nurse I was going down. The sweet man across from me said, “You will get use this.” After this week, I can honestly say, I am getting use to this. But I am not always happy about it. This has been a humbling week. I was telling myself and everyone else that I was the star cancer patient. I didn’t even imagine that a stomach ache, and a fever was a big deal. After 2 days of not really feeling well, I started feeling really ill.  I called the doctor and I was right in the hospital and scary things were happening. I just felt ikky and  I couldn’t stop crying. I asked for my dad to