I was sitting in church and I had a ah-moment. This cancer experience is changing me, it will make me a better person. I am learning things I could not learn from any other experience.
- I have always been a strong action person. I can clean my house, organize a room and do 5 projects at once. Now I am learning how to work with my words.
- When I am up an moving it needs to count, and count well. Because climbing the stairs may put my head into a spin, my heart in a race and I have to lay down. This is new experience for me to not be strong and healthy.
- This is a new kind of confidence I have never known. I always would plan on how my hair would be ahead of time. Braid it one day and have it wavy the next. Curl it well and the next it would still be curled. Now I dress and am learning how to tie a scarf and hat accessories. It is a whole new world. Yes, it is a whole new world to walk in confidence and be out of my comfort zone.
- I thought it was a big deal to cut my long hair, short hair was a new experience , but it was a little chisel compared to what is coming next. But it was just a small step to becoming who God sees me. This is bigger than me and I will continue to cry and shake it off!