I am facing hidden pains that have been buried many years. Your lessons, your experiences, and your support and love strengthens me through Christ.
This morning I sent off my fiery lanter. On it was the pain that I have carried way too long.
I hand it over to Jesus Christ and will give of myself every time I remember the pain.
I know that through the Atonement of Jesus Christ I can be healed.
Thank you for giving me your strength, and love to carry on. Your are wonderful daughters of Christ.
There is a hole in my heart that festers
The way my son died was wretched
My motherhood was challenged.
Betrayal came from all corners
Devistation of my sons life was not enough for the darkness
The parade of betrayal
Death for myself was knocking at my door
I was ill.
I wanted to be with my son.
And my mom
But I was here
On earth expected to adult.
Today I opened that wound
I faced it
Now I give it go Jesus
I will be his hands.
Every time that wound festers
I will serve
I will stand tall
I will stand for Christ.
The darkness cannot win
It will not win
My trust is in Christ
His pain was for me.
His suffering was for you
You can give it to Him
You can change the world
One kindness act at a time.
