I was on the trampoline looking at the stars. Tear streaked face. In the house I could hear 5 rowdy children, and one angry spouse. I looked up to heaven and asked,
Heavenly Father are you really there?
Do you hear and answer my every prayer?
The words to a child’s song came to my mind,
Your life is a gift,
Your life has a plan,
Your life has a purpose
In heaven it began
I felt warm love in my chest. I am loved, he is aware, my God does care.
As I have continued through this journey of life, there has been many mountains to climb. When I get to the top of one mountain, I seem to always find a larger summit facing me!
If it is to be it is up to me. It is my responsibility to manage my emotions, get through hard so I can have a good life. I have tried many natural and medical remedies. There is a place for both. If I can do something natural than it is my preferred method. Tapping is a fairly new method that has helped me manage my emotions in a remarkable way. I use the Tapping Solution app on my phone. I plug in my earbuds and listen and follow along. It is a free app and you can upgrade if needed. A good life may only be for an hour at a time. But it is up to me.
A scripture that I have leaned on for years is Philippians 4:13: I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
Many times I have felt alone on this journey. I am here to testify that
God can strengthen you,
Your life if a gift,
Your life has a plan
Your life has a purpose
In heaven it began
Don’t give up. Endure to the end and my friend, endure well. You are important and loved.