My soul wants more

My friend Tamra has really got me thinking. I have been following her for the past couple of years. I would of never thought she was insecure in high school because she seemed very confident. But now we find the truth with her. It has helped me find the truth within myself.

Tamra has took a long 3 year road to health. She has worked hard and proven herself at 50 years old. She hasn’t had any surgery to enhance her looks. She transformed herself through hard work and dedication.  This is the same girl, she is stronger,  more confident and I have to say she has always been fabulous. But she also realizes this is a stepping stone onto whatever is next in her life.

I had a mid line in my arm and my veins were not cooperating. Stuff could go in but nothing would come out. I was supposed to relax my veins? I felt like I was going to pass out, it was uncomfortable and people were getting stressed around me. In my mind I took myself to Tamra, on stage in a bikini, strong, graceful and I put myself next to her, modeling, smiling and feeling strength flowing  through my body. It helped me get through it. With a heartfelt prayer, my veins relaxed and the blood flowed.

But my question is…  What will I do in the next 3 years? It really will come fast. I can see it coming so fast that I could be in the same place I am now financially, physically, and mentally.

But my soul wants more.

Recently I took down my vision board. Things have changed within me. I haven’t made a new one quite yet, but I will. I have saved the things that matter most.

I am not sure what comes for me in the next 3 years, but I feel it will be it will be something fabulous.