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I want to play! I am alive!

April 27, 2016

  Why isn’t it morning? Everyone is still asleep! I want to play!! I am alive!   I was saved from the cancer beast! I want to shout from my balcony God loves you! You have great worth! You are more than you ever imagined! God lives!!   But with my joy, there is sadness. I want all of my friends to have the same outcome, I want all cancer to be cured.     All illness to be taken away. I want them to win as I have.   So with this joy is heartbreak. Sadness for the one’s who don’t win. Guilt for winning, when others lose, this battle of cancer. This battle of life.   With our Brother we all win. If we live today or die tomorrow,       We all win. All of our tomorrows are with Him.   If it is today or in the future, We will always be friends. We will all meet in the same place. With Him.

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I Will Not Stand in Your Way

April 24, 2016

I Will not Stand in YOUR Way I don’t know how you feel Not completely Because your life experiences Are yours Mine are mine We can support each other Cheer each other on Pray for one another And even cry for others You are you I am me My path is mine Yours is yours We fought for our free will before we came to earth That is what we all fight for here on earth To be in charge of our own life Even when we are not I pray for you Send you love Forgive you Even when you try to destroy me I set you free I judge you not I haven’t walked your path Nor you mine There is room in this world For us all to have what we value most So “love me or hate me It mattereth not” I am fighting my own battles Just as you are yours Because your path is yours Go fight your own battle I will not stand in your way Of your happiness or your misery

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It may be the Chemo Curls

April 17, 2016

It may be the Chemo Curls by Carol Sevy I would really like to tell you, I have it all together. But I don’t. It may be the Chemo Curls?   My mind is racing, My heart is beating, (I am thankful for that) I wonder with each new curl on my head, Comes a new crazy Chemo Curl thought?   I was driving down the road and suddenly had the urge, Can I take that corner going 50 miles an hour? I reign myself in and remember that I am not on my horse. This is not barrel racing. I have a few more Chemo Curls.   She looks familiar Is she new at church? I ask  where do you live? She is my renter … I talked to her yesterday It has to be, Chemo Curls.   I buy 100 unique containers.        Plants to separate, Sand, dirt, rocks. Where do you put 100 new plants in your house? You don’t! Maybe it is the Chemo Curls?   I hear my son cuss. Where did he learn that? Oh, it is me. I promise myself to watch my mouth. I hear myself cuss, Chemo curls??  

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Her Yellow Office

April 4, 2016

Her Yellow Office By Carol Sevy Written in her yellow office   Great things are spilling out All over the room Colors of turquoise and blue In her yellow office   There is a feeling of new and old Of smiles and tears Love and tenderness Is spilling out In her yellow office   There is a feeling of success A feeling of greatness Of health and wellness In her yellow office   She will find herself Again And Again In her yellow office   This girl will explode into more that she ever imagined The yellow will be brighter The turquoise bluer In her bright yellow office   She will meet new friends Encourage others to be great Find business partners and associates In her yellow office   This place is holy ground It was decorated with care It shares the color of the sun Her yellow office is the place   Yes, her little, bright, yellow office, will… Inspire Build friendships Build financial freedom Build Total Wellness   And Her heart will grow Her heart will heal Her mind will expand And the world will be a better place From her office.

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She is the New and the Old

April 4, 2016

  She is the New and the Old By Carol Sevy I am not the same Outside I am different Inside I am different I am the same   My hair is obviously not the same Everyone can see that, It is more, I am more More of change than the outward appearances   My heart that has changed, Physically my heart isn’t as strong, It has been overworked But in some ways, it is stronger   I look at these hands, This body Whose is this new woman? She has changed and so much is different.   My eyebrows and eyelashes  are new I am new I am no longer that  girl I am something new   I am still me   At times I just hug myself and pull the covers over my head. This new me is scared This new me is fearless and frail. This new me has greatness,   I am afraid of her sometimes Because this new me is new She is different She will never be the same   I will push forward This new me is better She is better than the old Because she is the new and the old.  

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