March 31, 2016:  The alarm clock goes off at 7:15 am. The accountability conference call is in 15 min. I am no longer using the cancer card as an excuse to sleep in. I need to find a positive affirmation. I open my book, “I can do it” I read through a few affirmations, this one is what I need today. “I let go of all negativity that rests in my body and mind” I was visiting with a friend through private messaging, who went through radiation the same time as I did. She told me that if she called me right then, that all she would do is cry. She told me that she is struggling a little with depression and anxiety and that radiation changed her personality. That is exactly how I feel!  The last 2 nights I slept at least 9 hours and when I woke up I felt great. But within an hour of getting up, I want to just sit and stare. I still have a hard time eating a meal until about noon. Two days in a row this week I was done with the day at 5 pm. I don’t always need sleep,