What? Happy girl NOT happy?
Oh boy, this happy girl isn’t very happy. Well it isn’t an all day thing, more of a moment thing, but the tears won’t quit coming. It is like you know you have to go into labor to have a baby, and you want the baby, but the pain to get the baby is terrifying. I know to well what is coming tomorrow. Tomorrow is chemo day. I don’t like the deep vein IV, but it is better than getting poked ten times trying to get a vein. I don’t like how I feel afterwards and it has been getting worse every time. This whole cancer thing is not fun, and I am VERY fond of FUN things, not so much not fun things. So I am going to push myself through these tears and think of twenty things that I am grateful that this cancer experience has taught me. I have learned how to blog, otherswise I would have never sat still long enough to do this. I am learning to be comfortable in my own skin. Even though I was before, but now it is more so. I have a lot more skin to show. I am a skin head. I am learning how